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2009-11-24 - shortwave music
2009-11-22 - coins for the death machine
2009-11-18 - bright, happy morning of blood and feces
2009-11-09 - filth & illness
2009-10-23 - days of loss & liquor
2009-10-21 - failure is imminent
2009-10-21 - seasonal ghosts
2009-10-16 - drift without breathing, lift without leaving
2009-10-14 - getting gone
2009-10-09 - breathfast
2009-10-06 - deeper than sleep
2009-10-02 - no sleep in hell
2009-09-30 - life through glass
2009-09-25 - test pattern
2009-09-24 - successful poems about failure
2009-09-21 - behind the wall
2009-09-18 - the quiet rubbery hiss of a dying afternoon
2009-09-18 - tracking system
2009-09-17 - what i've done to myself
2009-09-16 - process of elimination
2009-09-10 - -
2009-09-10 - mouth function
2009-09-10 - -
2009-09-10 - lullaby-bye
2009-09-05 - -
2009-09-04 - withdrawn
2009-08-31 - swirled
2009-08-28 - kill the children
2009-08-26 - left after leaving
2009-08-24 - with nerves like fleas
2009-08-22 - Velocity v. Resistance
2009-08-21 - Mason Street
2009-08-20 - The Family in the Wall of Sound--Live From Corcoran
2009-08-18 - gathering
2009-08-14 - yes, i am crushed to a fine, red powder
2009-08-08 - Quentin
2009-08-06 - spectra-transient
2009-08-05 - chemical station
2009-08-04 - exits & lures
2009-08-03 - projector dust
2009-07-31 - when the night closes down
2009-07-29 - grey motel
2009-07-27 - quitting
2009-07-25 - forgettable me
2009-07-25 - pervy blue raincoat
2009-07-23 - the mail carts of purgatory
2009-07-22 - city of dust and webs
2009-07-20 - nightfall in haunted house land
2009-07-16 - postcard to brighton
2009-07-12 - 10:50 (for Tiffany F.)
2009-07-11 - 10:31 (for Tiffany F.)
2009-07-09 - 10:28 (for Tiffany F.)
2009-07-04 - warehouse feedback loop, 2:49 am
2009-06-25 - em jay rip 2009
2009-06-24 - lung light
2009-06-23 - formless & forlorn
2009-06-17 - pill farm
2009-06-10 - grey light hotel
2009-06-08 - to be announced
2009-06-07 - texas starlight (for Tiffany F.)
2009-06-05 - breath in the grass
2009-05-25 - dig the sun a hole
2009-05-24 - compounded
2009-05-21 - shapes & disguises
2009-05-12 - in nervous circles
2009-05-09 - early worm gets eaten by the bird
2009-05-06 - lost, alone, and far from home
2009-04-30 - all where and no arrival
2009-04-28 - tethering echoes
2009-04-22 - from \"Introduction to Crash\"
2009-04-21 - driveway
2009-04-19 - green shadows of mold & abstract bacteria
2009-04-17 - found
2009-04-16 - alone with Bulgakov
2009-04-13 - everyone in hell is eating devilled eggs the day after easter
2009-04-06 - universal flashlight company
2009-04-04 - angels of the ruined motels
2009-04-03 - died
2009-03-31 - what I've done to myself
2009-03-23 - my way is the hallway
2009-03-20 - come the eternal (for tiffany)
2009-03-17 - blues for aging mailroom clerks
2009-03-14 - rainy day stranger
2009-03-14 - someone who loves you will make the impact of dawn a little less jarring
2009-03-07 - Reed One (for Tiffany)
2009-02-22 - what the rain has done to me
2009-02-19 - yellowed
2009-02-18 - mathematics for exit strategies
2009-02-17 - laughs and loneliness of the 21st century
2009-02-15 - my graveyard of missed opportunities is way past full
2009-02-11 - tiny vipers vs. cat power
2009-02-09 - Midnight Prayers in the Church of St. John Coltrane
2009-02-02 - amplified sun loops in a white noise universe
2009-02-01 - Expectations (for Tiffany)
2009-01-30 - red wine acceleration mode
2009-01-28 - a steady 33 rpm in the whirling terror of existence in the 21st century
2009-01-24 - fog blowing through the mirror
2009-01-19 - all the empty driveways of the past
2009-01-05 - pattern sickness
2009-01-03 - letting go of what can't be held
2008-12-31 - unkept promise
2008-12-30 - blue note
2008-12-30 - ghost party
2008-12-28 - grey shadows in the sleepy everafter
2008-12-21 - atheist prayers & isolation hymns
2008-12-20 - signal from noise
2008-12-19 - T
2008-12-13 - masturbating over a pictorial catalog of skin disease
2008-12-07 - skeleton crewmember
2008-12-02 - i couldn't write my way out of a paperback
2008-11-29 - \"Deeds, Not Words\" (1958)
2008-11-22 - tomorrow is sooner than you think
2008-11-18 - leaving without arriving
2008-11-17 - in front of me
2008-11-09 - sunday without lungs
2008-11-05 - eventually the bandwagon will be dismantled for firewood
2008-11-03 - watching, waiting
2008-10-31 - everyone is gone
2008-10-30 - lost it all
2008-10-20 - secret-motel election year pick
2008-10-19 - shaken by clarity
2008-10-18 - coffee, beer, and absence
2008-10-16 - rolling in it
2008-10-14 - detox
2008-10-13 - Night Terror (for Tiffany F.)
2008-10-11 - children without names
2008-10-10 - dust poems of the drunk and forgotten
2008-10-09 - we winter wrens (for Tiffany F.)
2008-10-07 - paid for by the committee to keep diaries evil
2008-09-28 - holidays in static
2008-09-27 - underground economy
2008-09-23 - comacation
2008-09-20 - fortified
2008-09-20 - bottlesphere
2008-09-17 - Year of the Depend Adult Undergarment
2008-09-14 - thug off and die
2008-09-12 - tube test
2008-09-02 - moonglasses
2008-08-26 - bottles & steeples
2008-08-25 - Misc. scenes, McHenry Avenue, Modesto, California (circa 1995)
2008-08-24 - unappreciated sleep lid
2008-08-15 - dot dot dot
2008-08-12 - Great American Nude / Crash For Hi-Fi
2008-08-10 - red, red colon
2008-08-09 - Night Waltz (1949)
2008-08-09 - feedback concentration loop, no antenna to heaven
2008-08-03 - everything is fucked
2008-08-02 - stale, drafty
2008-08-01 - i'm going to where the getting is good.
2008-07-30 - deep hole ends
2008-07-30 - gone quiet
2008-07-27 - time...time...time
2008-07-24 - deli ghost
2008-07-18 - bats & moths
2008-07-18 - goddamn motherfucking earth
2008-07-13 - slanter
2008-07-13 - secret motel vs. disappearance
2008-07-11 - sleep leash
2008-07-08 - Hemispheric Disturbance Prize
2008-07-05 - sun glimpse
2008-07-04 - reaching, reaching
2008-06-29 - Death leaves a trail of breadcrumbs
2008-06-26 - secret motel vs. the afterlife
2008-06-25 - paper ghost
2008-06-25 - poematory
2008-06-24 - secret motel vs. the tarmac
2008-06-23 - secret motel vs. the end of the world
2008-06-22 - GC
2008-06-19 - urine or out?
2008-06-18 - through the wire
2008-06-16 - Loneliness & SUICIDE
2008-06-15 - goddamn sonofabitch
2008-06-12 - newsletter from the society of aging mailroom clerks
2008-06-11 - pharmer
2008-06-09 - dark side of the sun
2008-06-03 - wall without expression
2008-06-02 - another sunny day in the jaws of existential terror
2008-05-30 - Times New Viking vs. Secret Motel
2008-05-25 - It's Fucking Righteous
2008-05-15 - squint patrol
2008-05-14 - waterskiing on the lake of fire
2008-05-10 - misfortune teller
2008-05-09 - broadcast from green shadows
2008-05-07 - grass will ring
2008-05-06 - dead fish
2008-04-30 - touch/tone
2008-04-29 - The Transcendental Treat
2008-04-19 - Reese-a-Roni
2008-04-12 - coughs & robbers
2008-04-08 - patient ghosts
2008-04-05 - missings
2008-03-09 - valley swallows the peaks
2008-02-24 - higher peaks, deeper valleys
2008-02-19 - imaginary east
2008-02-18 - regional patients
2008-02-17 - cineshine
2008-02-17 - ghost fishing
2008-02-15 - through the floor
2008-02-09 - grey towers go black
2008-02-08 - field recording
2008-01-29 - world of static
2008-01-27 - secret steakhouse
2008-01-17 - world of forms
2008-01-09 - FRANZ KAFKA TRANSCENDENTAL RADIO & TELEVISION REPAIR: OPEN DUSK TO MIDNIGHT
2008-01-08 - dead astronaut lost in space
2008-01-06 - empty toolbox
2008-01-01 - lungs & longing
2007-12-29 - Sci-Lab notebook sobbing ink
2007-12-29 - fog & mirrors
2007-12-16 - a tornado on your shoulders
2007-12-16 - weekends weaken us
2007-12-14 - ot for the eightch-down
2007-12-04 - watch them walk away
2007-12-03 - crimewave in the christmas lights
2007-12-02 - hooks & shadows
2007-12-02 - dying a death a minute
2007-11-26 - narcotics, please
2007-11-25 - a breath in the garden
2007-11-19 - cards without names / somersaulting across polished floors of isolation
2007-11-17 - pornado
2007-11-16 - sniper
2007-11-01 - static
2007-10-28 - list the things you lost, and you will never finish
2007-10-27 - Thursday, Friday, Happier Day
2007-10-24 - first entry from the room
2007-10-19 - invisible surgery
2007-10-08 - night stations
2007-10-02 - disturbulance
2007-10-01 - Echo x Dissonance
2007-08-30 - pgoat
2007-08-28 - day before threesday
2007-08-22 - swim away from the gophers
2007-08-21 - we face a hole we fall through
2007-08-07 - Emptiness x Despair = Turbulance - Discipline
2007-07-23 - stainscape
2007-07-19 - foggy room
2007-07-18 - electrical appliances perspiring noise
2007-06-29 - bright nothing
2007-06-28 - lungscape
2007-06-27 - i am the basement
2007-06-22 - this lung has no moon
2007-06-21 - baking the dust
2007-06-08 - bottles & stairwells
2007-06-08 - join the furniture
2007-06-07 - green water drips
2007-06-06 - celebrity bus drivers
2007-06-05 - rough & tumble
2007-06-01 - information strategy & the coroner's boardgame
2007-05-15 - traps and puzzles
2007-04-30 - sunday morning every morning
2007-04-27 - flask at sundown
2007-04-20 - hot coffee in Norway
2007-04-13 - humans & reptiles
2007-04-10 - steakhouse aquarium show
2007-04-09 - sarah, my father, and a brief vision of hell
2007-04-06 - spontaneous fluid redistribution trauma
2007-04-06 - disguise
2007-03-30 - lunch meat illness factory
2007-03-21 - hole
2007-03-09 - hamster on rye
2007-02-23 - put the clocks on shuffle
2007-02-09 - wind plays the drain
2007-02-05 - phlegm-phlagm
2006-12-18 - tearnado
2006-12-15 - fist-fucking the sweet baby jesus
2006-12-05 - semo crettel
2006-11-22 - sucksgiving
2006-11-21 - fish pit
2006-11-10 - sleepwalking past the snipers
2006-11-08 - disorders
2006-11-03 - blizzard between channels
2006-10-31 - polio code
2006-10-27 - \"My cat can eat a whole watermelon\"
2006-10-19 - passing
2006-10-10 - quiet and further away
2006-10-06 - mowing the sky
2006-10-04 - San Francisco Surveillance Society
2006-10-03 - bat wing stew
2006-09-28 - septemberithinkitisseptemberitwas
2006-08-28 - synchronicity and breakin' shit
2006-08-24 - internal
2006-08-17 - cold spot
2006-08-15 - portable stillness
2006-08-14 - this hemisphere
2006-08-10 - if you're feeling lucid
2006-07-21 - pill shifting
2006-07-19 - eye lid cinema
2006-07-12 - surgical stains & coffee cups
2006-07-11 - narcotics & tv dinners
2006-07-06 - Kentucky Fried Children
2006-06-30 - voice tracking mechanism
2006-06-29 - waterlogged
2006-06-27 - they've all gone away
2006-06-20 - in hot empty pursuit
2006-06-19 - tunnel club initiation ritual
2006-06-16 - drunken steakhouses of the peninsula
2006-06-09 - overshine
2006-06-08 - canine mathematics champion
2006-06-06 - nuclear pencil fight
2006-06-05 - pattern illness
2006-05-25 - headachelines
2006-05-23 - frequency monitor station
2006-05-22 - covert phone blast
2006-05-11 - surplus cancer
2006-05-10 - hazard station
2006-04-28 - nerve tone cluster
2006-04-26 - habit farming
2006-04-24 - bacterial expressway
2006-04-21 - put the liquor stores on shuffle
2006-04-19 - My Dinner With Andre The Giant
2006-04-13 - clutter
2006-04-12 - kafka's hallway
2006-04-11 - liquid broadcast
2006-04-07 - your body has an emergency exit
2006-04-06 - carpet eats the telephone
2006-03-28 - menu fatality
2006-03-27 - vampire mice
2006-03-22 - telephone breathing holes
2006-03-16 - iris scan
2006-03-15 - trickle
2006-02-28 - lusty rungs
2006-02-24 - hell hole fist shifting
2006-02-24 - dietary box
2006-02-23 - poprecen
2006-02-17 - isolation theory
2006-02-16 - gone
2006-02-14 - valentine to emptiness
2006-02-03 - bridge fatality
2006-02-02 - viral transit
2006-02-01 - NationStates
2006-01-27 - raincoats & spacesuits
2006-01-24 - thirty-four
2006-01-20 - red shadow stain of glass mountain shining in a closed fist pumping behind a broken eyeball optic nowhere
2006-01-16 - eyequential
2005-12-27 - skeleton crew
2005-12-22 - drinking and dying
2005-12-08 - zooming capacity
2005-12-06 - redlight spyglass
2005-12-05 - goddamn everything
2005-12-02 - midnight dermatology clinic
2005-12-01 - pastry of the year
2005-11-28 - sucksgiving
2005-11-21 - a construction of ribs
2005-11-15 - and the holidays will run you down like a convoy of trucks
2005-11-04 - shoe sole transmission point
2005-11-02 - emptiness has a tracking number
2005-10-27 - Pier 7
2005-10-25 - bacterial breakfast treats
2005-10-24 - postal limbo
2005-10-17 - NyQuil Punch Bowl
2005-10-13 - ghosts ride for free
2005-10-11 - liquor store breath machine
2005-10-06 - lung distortion
2005-10-05 - invisible letters
2005-10-04 - begin again

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