2010-07-19

all the cracked sidewalks of Yosemite Blvd.

I think I will visit Modesto again soon. I usually don't like going out there in the summer because of the heat. But I have a great desire to be around familiar people and familiar surroundings. I like going to dinner with my mother and meeting up with my father for breakfast. Who knows how much longer that will happen? I have this horrible feeling in my nerves that something unpleasant is coming soon. And I don't know how well I will handle it.